On Christmas Day Morning ....

The Nite After The X'ms Party ....

Annita and I at McD .. 12 am something having supper .... was so deadly tired and sleepy ....

My Christmas tree .....

My Christmas Tree ... decorated by my lil' sis and I.... on the 23th of Dec 2009 .... love all the presents frm everyone ...! Merry Christmas Everyone ...!

Christmas Spirit In The Air ....

Love this time of the year .....

Its THE BIRTH OF OUR CHRIST .... JESUS CHRIST !

Can't wait for the 25th of december 2009.....!

X'mas lights all around the hse ....

X'mas tree up ..

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SIC Youth Rally 2009 ...

Where ...???

~ Kem Bina Semangat, Kuala Kubu Baru

When ...???

~ December 11th-14th, 2009.

~ 4days 3nights

Had A Great Dinner Last Nite ....

Had a really good dinner last nite ....

with everyone ..... all eleven of us .....

nice chinese food ....

the best part was all of us was there ..... A BIG HAPPY FAMILY ...

wondering what type of food we are gonna have in india ..... hope we get good quality food ...

we should always be united like this no matter how big the tsunami that hits us .....

God Bless Us All....

Finally I Get A Reply ....

It feels like it has already been for years and decades since i have communicated with you ...

I told you to give me some kind of contact for me to reach you when you are in Hong Kong ....

If I was to do that I am sure you will give me nicely when I get back ....

It was like as if you disappeared .... you really had no idea how that felt .....

Wowwww!

Just got the news from my beloved aunt...
that she flying over to india together with the seven of us ....
Now its gona be a great tour around india on February 2010....
Daddy, mummy, nathan uncle, attai, ketua katpandi, amma, akka, jazmine, yoshua,kavin, and I.
praying for it to go smoothly .... safe and a memorable journey ... 7 days around india .. hahaha...

New Moon Finally Out ..

so disappointed ...

cant believe this man ... my doctor told me last nite .... he is 99% sure of discharging me the next day .... and today is the next day .... its almost a whole day and i am still sitting in my room .... the doctor is not here yet even til now ... i am so the damn disappointed with everything ... i wana go home ... i am so sick of staying hospitalised here... i wana go home... i cant takeit anymore ... got admited friday 12am .... till now still admited ... somebody do something .....

True Friends ....

True friends are like the stars on the sky ....


you might not get to see them that often .....


but we know they are always around .....


watching over our every movements.......

Here it goes again...

Here it goes again...

I thought everything was over and here is where I end up again ...

Back in the hosp. admitted again....

needle goes in my veins again ....

the same hell of a time ....

swallon hand .....

sleepless nites again ....

nurses walk in and out checking on me ....

first hour ..... inhalation gas comes in ....

second hour ... nubalizer gas comes in ....

third hour .... menthol gas comes in .....

forth hour .... antibiotic in the form of IV comes in ....

fifth hour ... hand starts to swallon... pain never stops ....

sixth hour .... medications in the form of IV comes in ... hurts my swallon hand so much....

seventh hour .... inhalation gas comes in again ...

eight hour onwards everything repeats again ...

never ending to my pain ....

wish all this get to a stop.....

its to u xuan yu ... my days in the hosp...

No one like him ...

no one could ever ever be like him...

although such a character maybe fictional...

it still can be created in the real world ... edward cullen's character ...

Irresistable...

Big bully ...

argh... hate it when you do that ...

Yew Jen ... the big bully ..!

No idea wats wrong ...

haix... how i wish i knew wats wrong .... sry i cnt explain cus i myself am lost....
somethings really really wrong .... wonder if there's some one to tell me wats exactly the matter ... hope this vanish away in thin air before it could lead my to a deeper lost world ...
i guess we just have to trust in wat we do... and hope for the best .... believe that things will get better soon..

Exams Around The Corner ...

Fever and flue ...

fever and flue in the air.....

somebody take my fever and flue away frm meeee...

xuan yu ...

i couldnt make it to skwel cus of my fever and flue ....

My clown... the only clown that m not scared of...hehe..

My clown .......


the only clown that am not affraid to be with ...


My chicken little ... time looks bad for now...


it shall change soon.....

Gone forever..

gone forever....

Uncle Nathan

My uncle Nathan from penang....

our visit to penang was such a

wonderful trip for our beloved uncle is

alway there for us ....

We are such a lucky bunch of ppl ....

thnx uncle ! for everything ....

waitting for your return from india ...

outings wif pamelah akka ..(for the first time)

outings wif my cousin sis for the first time daddy said 'ok' for it ... its must have been our lucky day ...

The Second Day ....

Baby ,

one night has passed....

totally quite and lonely ....

without you in the house here with me ....

sun has gone down ....

and now finally up the next morning ....

which brings around the second day away from you ....

haix....

still believing things will arrange itself for us ....

sitting and hoping patiently .....

it will work ...

My Baby ...

Dear,

i couldnt see u for a week...

now when i m back ....

i still cant see u ....

i so miss hugging u ....

i really really miss u so much baby...

i juz cant imagine how am going to survive ....

without seeing you any more....(for a long time i meant)

i am so going to miss you baby ....

i cant move out of the house now ....

so how do i come and see you ...

i wish you come back here...

but in the same time i know daddy miss u ....

haix...

now i know how mummy and daddy felt without u there with them ....

i love you baby ....

i miss you baby ...

i will be by your side once you are fast asleep baby...

i know ....

that you know ....

i will be there by your side ....

sitting peacefully in your cute little heart....

i know ...

that you know....

some how or rather....

things will arange itself for us to be together ....

I LOVE YOU BABY....

thiz was made 4 HER...

Another day has gone

I'm still all alone

How could this be

You're not here with me

You never said goodbye

Someone tell me why

Did you have to go

And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

But you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone

Why, 'lone

Just the other night

I thought I heard you cry

Asking me to come

And hold you in my arms

I can hear your prayers

Your burdens I will bear

But first I need your hand

Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself

How did love slip away

Something whispers in my ear and says

That you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'

And girl you know that I'll be there

I'll be there

You are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though you're far away

I am here to stay

For you are not alone

For I am here with you

Though we're far apart

You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

A Person Is.....

"A person is only complete when she has a true friend to understand her,

to share all her passions and sorrows with,





and to stand by her throughout her life."

All Roads Lead Back To You...

Cold black stone

Left me standing here all alone

A road I’ve found no end

So many bumps and turns

Still you leave me with another bend

Twisted and curved I follow

Deep within my heart cold and hollow

Winding and turning I continued on

So many roads have come and gone

One day I set out to find the right path

Frustated, sad and confused

Only to find myself feeling its wrath

I moved along,My Soul, tormented and bruised

Standing at a fork in this God forsaken place

Tired, scared and all alone

Tears of sorrow streaked my face

I fall, hitting hard, the cold black stone

A gentle touch upon my shoulder

Not knowing, not willing to understand

I turned to see my XUAN YU standing there

Outstretched arm with a helping hand.........

I thank God for the day you were created

And smile each time you look my way

The road has warmed and all my sorrows were tamed

Within my heart your friendship and love will always remain.

So the next road I travel frightening and new

I will walk without pain or sorrow

Not before, but knowing this now

All my roads will lead back to you ......

My Hero...

My Hero..

Very alike.. but not so noticable... i know the root for my character...my ambition... my possessiveness.. its all from my Root.. My Dad!.. My Hero!! A blank book.. highly ambitious.. my role model.. though at times troble arriseses... moods down.. upset .. i just know it some how .. the king above all will make his way to speak to me.. i knew that today .. realized only today .. he makes his way to me.. when i was sent to earth .. i was landed at those fine arms.. although it was dark .. he lit the fine bright candle lights.. although the roads for me were old and not tarred.. he tarred them for me to walk on.. gave me protection for my feet to walk on that road.. the path way was crowed.. he lifted me up so i could see the world without the distraction of the crowd.. among all i have meet.. i am the most lucky one to land on those hands... 'he' is my Hero!! My Dad! The Wind Beneat My Wings!!

this is for u..

I'll always be beside you...

untill the very end.....

wipping all your tears away...

being your best friend...

I'll smile when you smile...

and feell all the pain you feel....

and if you cry ...

I PROMISE I'LL CRY TOOO!!

A Box Of Tissue...

A friend may not always be able

to stop your tears,

but will always be able

to provide you with a box of tissue...

FRIENDSHIP.. True Gift..

A friend is one who knows us,

but loves us anyway.

there is nothing worth the wear of winning,

but the laughter and the love of friends...

My Gift From Heaven..

...One day, we meet... the next day, was shy.. third day, best frenz for life..

She was there when i was really really small.. it was the first day of school when i was only 7 years old.. that gal wif her glasses on.. nerdy looking.. classmate of mine.. never have I spoken to her that time neither did she until 6 years passed.. this time it was the same first day of school but just when I was 13 years old... was forced to sit wit that angel.. didnt really know she was one that time..as time passesd we grew closer slowly never wanted to leave her at all...

... in school, we were the loudest among all once.. never could we shut up..alwayz there behind the class, sitting together chating as if we havent meet for decades... rite now i wonder what were we talking about so much...she was like the best gift i had ever recieved.. thank you Jesus Christ.. one year.. one whole year passed as if it was only a minute.. school ended.. time to switch to the new form.. we were sadly separated .. that was the most painful moment i had ever when through.. deep in the heart i would look upon her whenever we were apart.. i felt lonely in the inside.. though i wanted to be with her but the comes the calling of ther duties... sacrifices were made .. dissapointments appeared.. problems arrised.. possesiveness between me and her were stronger than the friendship for some time.. but never will i forget ... she was a precious diomand to me.. outside she never understanded me.. but deep inside her heart.. i always knew that her heart knows the amount of love and respect and appreciation i have for her.. LIANG XUAN YU... your existance has always and always will be within me.. its higher than the highest mountain.. deeper than the deepest ocean.. there are no more words that can represent my respect and love for you as the GIFT FROM HEAVEN...!!