so disappointed ...

cant believe this man ... my doctor told me last nite .... he is 99% sure of discharging me the next day .... and today is the next day .... its almost a whole day and i am still sitting in my room .... the doctor is not here yet even til now ... i am so the damn disappointed with everything ... i wana go home ... i am so sick of staying hospitalised here... i wana go home... i cant takeit anymore ... got admited friday 12am .... till now still admited ... somebody do something .....

True Friends ....

True friends are like the stars on the sky ....


you might not get to see them that often .....


but we know they are always around .....


watching over our every movements.......

Here it goes again...

Here it goes again...

I thought everything was over and here is where I end up again ...

Back in the hosp. admitted again....

needle goes in my veins again ....

the same hell of a time ....

swallon hand .....

sleepless nites again ....

nurses walk in and out checking on me ....

first hour ..... inhalation gas comes in ....

second hour ... nubalizer gas comes in ....

third hour .... menthol gas comes in .....

forth hour .... antibiotic in the form of IV comes in ....

fifth hour ... hand starts to swallon... pain never stops ....

sixth hour .... medications in the form of IV comes in ... hurts my swallon hand so much....

seventh hour .... inhalation gas comes in again ...

eight hour onwards everything repeats again ...

never ending to my pain ....

wish all this get to a stop.....

its to u xuan yu ... my days in the hosp...

No one like him ...

no one could ever ever be like him...

although such a character maybe fictional...

it still can be created in the real world ... edward cullen's character ...

Irresistable...