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the day after that ...

the sky was still grey .. things were dull.. the day after akka left to russia.. we were all soul-less.. i never thought that we would miss her that much ... watching tears out from his eyes were the most painful thing to watch .. all we were hoping is to see her again and talk to her.. my heart was just hoping and praying and a huge urge to take a flight to see her... it was hard.. until now.. songs we hear in the car at home.. movies we watch.. places we go to .. places we pass.. everything bring tears rolling down.. awaiting for the time we reunite...

23rd October 2011.. Sunday, 3am ... Another unforgetable day

23rd October 2011..

Sunday, 3am




 
This is the day akka left to russia.. the day before this.. things were normal with a little nervousness running through all of us at home.. daddy mummy akka jazmine amma attai yoshua too...it was kavin's graduation function night, akka went with amma,attai,mama, kavin and yoshua to the concert.. daddy, jazmine and i were out all day long getting things done.. cant really remember what we were doing .. evening while akka went to the concert mummy daddy jazmine and i stayed at home... killi patti called and said she was in brickfields .. came up from singapore to send akka.. we waited for her to reach taman bahagia lrt station so we could fetch her from there.. fetched her and came home.. patti went to sleep .. after awhile radha patti came.. sat for awhile and waited for akka to return home.. akka amma and all came home.. they were around for awhile then they left to kota kemuning. radha patti made chicken curry and came for akka.. after she left .. it was just left with us .. daddy mummy jazmine akka killi patti and i... mummy and daddy went to bed but it was obvious they didnt get to sleep too.. patti was exhausted and slept off.. akka jaz and i ... for the last time we watched the tv together one last time.. i'll never forget the show that was playing too.. ''Haunted Changi''.. it was 3am already .. daddy came and told me to give everyone a wake up call.. i call mahin chitapa.. he was already on his way to sg.way, i called attai.. she was already awake.. called suresh chitpa too and he was awake too.. then we continued watching 'haunted changi' ... it was 4am already .. dady and mummy got ready edi.. mahin chtpa was here already.. daddy was talking to him outside.. time for us to get dressed.. woke patti up and she too was getting dressed.. we got ready.. suresh chtpa came.. we loaded the stuff  and left.. akka, mummy and  patti went with daddy, jaz and mahin chitapa and i went with suresh chitapa and chiti. we left .. on our way to the airport.. reached.. gotta akka's bags down.. attai and i took the bags to be weighed. thats was what made us all forget about she leaving.. we were busy in getting the things weighed and reducing the weight since it has crossed the limit... finally got things done.. afterwards.. they told akka to gather at McDonalds where there will be a briefing before departure.. all was done.. they took a picture of the group that was leaving and it was time to say good bye.. the moment they said students, you can now say a final good bye was when we broke down ... i dont even know who came to the airport for the send off.. 'akka' was all that was running through our minds.. daddy's eyes was red tears standing there.. finally when daddy hold akka and cried just before letting go of her was so painful.. thinking bout it itself is so painful till im already tearing while typing this.. after she went in... it was hard.. too hard and painful for me to re-think of it and blog it.. the whole day was dull and we were like bodies walking around without souls.. all has gone with her.. i can't put them in words.. these memories would always remain in the four of us... the proof of our daddie's love for us.. of how much he has poured unto us.. nothing in this world would ever change how we feel for him and how he does for us.. anything or anyone who tries to get in between will never make it.. no one can break this bond of ours..

unexpected.. unintended.. unforgetable

21st september 2011...
it was a wednesday. I had Kevin's class. Woke up in the morning at around 10 something.. sauntheri came to house with andrew to fetch me to go to college. Andrew dropped us at Taman Paramount LRT Station around 11am something, saun and i thne took the lrt to kl central to go to college.. we got on the train and made it to college.. it was like really hot and i couldnt take the sun .. saun said that her bag and books were in her dad's car and that the car was park at the carpark near ''Gayathri's''.. it was quiet far to walk there plus the sun was bright up and burning.. i couldnt touch the sun.. but she had to take her books so we could study fr trials the next day for me.. so we decided to take the cab to the place to get her books.. we went to the 2nd floor B.A.C office to get the car key from her dad. while saun went in the office to get the key i waited in front of the counters.. i took my phone out and noticed it hanged.. re-boot the phone and left it off for awhile instead of immediately restarting.. saun came back with the keys and so we went down to take the cab.. we cought a cab and got in it to go get her bag and books.. in the cab we were laughing and things were normal... we reached the place and saun got down to go get her bag and books while i sat and waited in the cab.. she got back and we told the driver to send us back to college.. so we took off.. my phone was on my hand ... when we reached college i put d phone next to me on the seat to take out the cash to pay for the cab.. we paid and got off, crossed the road while joking and laughing, reached 2nd floor to return the car key .. i entered the 2nd floor and that moment what i felt will never leave me until death do me apart ... i couldnt find my phone .. it was not on my hand, i coudnt feel it on me .. i couldnt breathe.. i asked saun.. it wasnt wit her either.. i ran down wanted to find the cab bt he was gone .. what i felt then .. is unxplainable.. never felt that way in my entire life.. never felt such a lost .. this incident has left an unremovable scar on me together with the painful yet new experience.. i called dady and cried .. i couldnt think .. i was just tearing without stopping.. i couldnt stop either.. daddy told me its gone forget it.. i couldnt stop crying.. saun and i were standing at the bus stop infront of college and there i was crying and flooding that place.. saun was trying to make me stop but i couldnt.. after awhile i started to think what can i do .. we went bac to college third floor saun told me to stop crying and go wash my face then only we can think what to do next.. i did as she said.. after washing face i told her come lets go make a police report say the phone got lost.. then go to digi and report stolen phone and get a replacement then go to nokia and see what they can do .. and so we did.. we spoke to the policemen in the area ... the petrol police at brickfields, they told us to go make the report in kl central so we went into kl central made the report and came out.. the policemen in there were just rubbish... we knew the characters of the pigs over there the minute we walked in .. still we had to make the report there and get a copy of the report to go to nokia and digi..and so we did and went to digi.. spoke to representives there and got a replacement, however, they said thats all they can do and theres nothing else they can do .. okae fine then we thought of how to go to nokia. saun said theres a nokia at times square so okae we took the monorail and got there .. there nokia said we had to call the careline and report.. and that there was nothing they could do either.. and so i called, told them what had happened and they said all they can do is blacklist the unit in their system and when its activated they'll inform ... that was bout it .. we came back to brikfields.. i was not satisfied.. we saw policemen on the way so i went to get their HQ number and non of them had it.. (screwed up system and policy) finally we met this police woman and she was a lil helpful.. she gave me the control rooms number and i contacted them.. inspector Azri was who i spoke to fisrt .. i explained to him the situation and asked him if their system is able to track a smartphone. he said firmly yes and i felt better .. i gave me my details and the report number. 2nd time i dont remember why ... i called and this time i spoke to inspector Nalu, same thing again and he took my details and report number and said he'll call back .. so i waited and he called back .. he said he has already told the lazy officers in kl central booth to pass the case and take action .. they did to the nearest police station.. insp.Nalu called ack and gave me the investigating officer's number and told me to follow up.. tht fool sounded like another lazy folk in the department.. insp.Josh.. things that day was all about crying, going here and there, and knowing true colours and unefficiency of our country's police department. its november now.. and there has been no news from the fools who said will get back ..